Imagination

Another sleepless night

Thinking about you
Thinking about myself

Where am I from?
Where am I going?

Every second I force myself to sleep
Those feeling crawling through my skin
Messing up my mind
Searching for a way out

How do I know what is real?
What is just my imagination

I want to change
Perhaps I am just not ready...

Who

Road down the street seems to be endless

Step by step
Slowing moving forward

As the time passed
I started to forgot everything that was behind
I started to forgot what was the reason for me

for me to keep on walking

Where is it leading me
What will be in the end
When to give up
Why can't I see

Who am I

Suffocates

Today is the day when all things end
Today is the day I wish to have a fresh start

I was lazy
I was lost

All I was doing is to dream
to forget
the reality

I cannot bare this anymore
It suffocates me
I cant cry
I cant lie
to myself

This is it...

Know

I hate you for knowing my name
I hate you for trying to know me

I rather be alone than being with anyone
I been in a relationship but I know
I know I better off being by myself
at this empty room
fill with thoughts

Recreation

Sometimes
you just cant recreate things that has gone

Looking at your pass and think
If you could do it better
...or choosing the other way if possible

Like throwing a rock into a pond
It won't change anything
You only splash your self all over
and regret the fact you tried

I let go one and another one came up at me
at my most vulnerable moment

...I do not know how long again for this one to go
...to leave me at peace

Eyes

 

Those eyes of yours
Shows no sympathy

Ice cold without any sensation
 I cannot read your mind
I was never able to

Things perhaps mean the same to you
No matter what happens
The facial expression is flawless

Like a doll...

The more you look at me with those eyes of yours
Makes me feel like more in love with you
love that drowned me