Steelyard

open my eyes
i can see everything
everything i thought would be true

shut my mouth
i wont tell a word
word of things i do no wish to speak

two of them balance on my steelyard
nothing more or nothing less
to change of who i am

Path

unknown town
when i realized
im in somewhere beyond my memories

slowly walking
to the place i belong
the street lights have catch my eyes
i was infatuated
in the night

it wasn't important anymore
to find the way home
as long as the path
will leads me to an end

Bud

nothing last
like a red rose
petals fade and fallen
as the time passed

but it was beautiful
while bloomed

only ignorant thoughts in me
that i can hear from the bud
a dolce voice
calling me
.........calling my name

カミ

最近

めちゃ暑くって

髪を切っちゃいました

なんか

失敗作かな

超短いになった

まぁいいけど(笑

安いだし

ね

あしたの仕事が終わったら

久々の休日だ

楽しみ

駄目

今日は

引きこもりの第二日

まぁ一応メシくらいに外に出るも

いろいろやることがあるけど

大体的には家の中だな、ずっと

でも

まだ

何も完成してない

画も小説も

あたし

駄目かな(笑

Light

i do not like the light
it always tried to pull me
out from where i am

i do not like the light
it always tried to stick on me
with no where to hide

i closed my eyes
thought that i could escape
but all i can feel
is
you

Faith

i cannot tell you why
why i need you

i cannot explain you now
explain my action have done

maybe you are reading this
maybe im just unable to maintain myself
in the cycle of live

i cannot wish you to understand
since i am not truly knowing myself
but i do know

is
that

i do have the faith in you
for everything

Inverse

am i concentrating?

full of stuff in my head

is it only me, who tried to keep this going

really?




there is one thing

perhaps two, or even more

tell me

how many kiss do i need

to fulfill the part im missing

Fish

im a fish

with vision on both side

but i cannot see straight

in front

i had never thought about going above

to the place without you

or to loose anything i have right now

all i can do is swim

inside this consciousness

不眠

今日

いろいろがあった

なんか

寝れない

原因は自分なんですけど

鈍感のあたし


でも

その気持ちは間違いないよ(笑)

根性

いつも根性がないのあたし

罰として

今日から

週３．４回くらいに日記を書けますｗ

あたしのタブレットも届けましたから

ちゃんとしっかりしないならいけないと思う

せいいっぱい頑張りますヽ(´▽`)ノ

dolce

fiddle with my guitar

in the daylight of dawn

without any sleep

start pulling out the thoughts i had through the night

weave into a perfect match of the moment

to solve my wakefulness

to the dolce dream

両替

(みほちゃんのねこ？かなｗ)

最近

もう一つの仕事を受け取った

両替の仕事さぁ

一応みると

簡単な仕事やけど

でも

きっちりしなきゃいけないだから

すでに疲れた

一周間のトレーニングと今週の実戦(?)

体はもうボロボロ