Imagination

Another sleepless night

Thinking about you
Thinking about myself

Where am I from?
Where am I going?

Every second I force myself to sleep
Those feeling crawling through my skin
Messing up my mind
Searching for a way out

How do I know what is real?
What is just my imagination

I want to change
Perhaps I am just not ready...

Who

Road down the street seems to be endless

Step by step
Slowing moving forward

As the time passed
I started to forgot everything that was behind
I started to forgot what was the reason for me

for me to keep on walking

Where is it leading me
What will be in the end
When to give up
Why can't I see

Who am I

Suffocates

Today is the day when all things end
Today is the day I wish to have a fresh start

I was lazy
I was lost

All I was doing is to dream
to forget
the reality

I cannot bare this anymore
It suffocates me
I cant cry
I cant lie
to myself

This is it...

Know

I hate you for knowing my name
I hate you for trying to know me

I rather be alone than being with anyone
I been in a relationship but I know
I know I better off being by myself
at this empty room
fill with thoughts

Recreation

Sometimes
you just cant recreate things that has gone

Looking at your pass and think
If you could do it better
...or choosing the other way if possible

Like throwing a rock into a pond
It won't change anything
You only splash your self all over
and regret the fact you tried

I let go one and another one came up at me
at my most vulnerable moment

...I do not know how long again for this one to go
...to leave me at peace

Eyes

 

Those eyes of yours
Shows no sympathy

Ice cold without any sensation
 I cannot read your mind
I was never able to

Things perhaps mean the same to you
No matter what happens
The facial expression is flawless

Like a doll...

The more you look at me with those eyes of yours
Makes me feel like more in love with you
love that drowned me

TV

Dream of butterfly
or
is life a dream

Felt like looking into this world though TV
Felt like a third person of view to anything

Where is the channel botton?
I want to switch between shows, for something more.

Maybe I'm part of the show too, and can't seem to make a changes.

Twisting in this paradox of thoughts.
and
still can't find a way out

交差点

一年ぶりのポエム

一年ぶりの感触

自分は幸せと思う、一瞬でも

新たの自分になれると思う、一瞬でも

忘れたかも知れない

覚えたくないかも知れない

逃げるだけ

逃げるだけかも

やっばり

結局まだ同じの交差点にたどり着く

同じの選択を迷う

どうする？

こうするのは楽じゃない、何もしないのままで...

Madness

Playing that tune

Trying to wake me up from this madness

slowly slowly

turning this world to an unstable form

everything i see

everything i know

werent the same as it was

All i can do is picturing

from the last coma

Milliseconds

me
in the photo was never aged

you
in my mind was always the same

i never want to get out from the frame

to the world that changes in every milliseconds

you came, you moved, you change

but you will never be any difference

from the first and last moment i met you

Motivations

why am i not surprised

of anything anymore

start losing my emotions one by one

from joy to trust

from sadness to anger

things become plain and boring

i become idleness and apathy


but still

i have a dream

a dream like a puzzle

which ive lost all motivations

of putting it back together

since i already lost most of the pieces

Chair

act like an armchair detective

creating my territory of a five-step distance

just like how the words sound

a seat and i

thats pretty much everything

enough for me to play a game

which i wish for nothing else

but a solution away from weariness

貓

不幸
一種感覺
唯一的感覺
能帶給我靈感創作

不幸
我慢慢的愛上了它
愛上了它帶給我的才能
愛上了這種自謔的嘲諷

無法停下敲擊鍵盤的手
停不下來的思緒
我的愛情僅侷限在文字下
在創造的生命中帶來安寧



有時
感覺到是否在無意識中
渴求的正是這份扭曲

有時
我是否害怕失去
在自己所剩無幾的擁有

期望跟絕望成正比
知識跟信任成反比
期望帶來了無謂的信任
絕望卻給了無價的知識

然而好奇心
讓我變成了薛丁格的貓

Hesitation

What kind of face expression should i make

at the next intersection


to make a turn of left or right

left right left right

or straight down for another chance of choice

that could possibly fix my hesitation

Savior

Open my hands to the other

to be a savior for another

in the end

where would i be?

a garden of peace in mind

or twisted spiral of recited

Devotee

memory
is like drug


it follows you

follows and follows

when you realized
memories passed you and ahead
i become its devotee

i tried to get off from the bond

but still
i could
not...

Blindfold

Please blindfold me

and lead me the path

out of this maze


lets play a game of trust

i will follow your words

which knew its gonna hurt


it was short, but

happiness stops at the moment i cried

cried for the pain you and i putting upon


there wasnt any promised

just full of dreams behind the words

Beautiful

The most beautiful thing

is to die in dream

is to chase down the unknown


i could never imaging what would happen

after i fulfill the part

but so far

i felt wonderful

having a thing to risk my life for

last breath with smile

last view of you, with me

Remove

Page by page
One by one


i start removing my past

any trace
any mark


all the recollection

inside the trash box which cannot be recycled

Hoping i can find a new me

to start all over again

in an unknown town

to a moment i could remove my reminiscent

out of the cage i create

with hand of saver

Forward

[dream last night]

i was walking on the road of night

without any sight from feet away

friends start falling down one by one

as i passing them in every step

hands and body soiled with crimson blood

heat was there when i wipe it on my face

i know nothing

i remember nothing

but still

im heading forward...