Wish

it wasn't something i was wishing for
not something i wasn't it back
as a memory

rather than leaving it all behind
im more wishing it could never left anything inside
inside
inside of me
like nothing happened

but still
every time i closed my very own eyes
it keeps calling
calling
calling me
like it needs me

i cannot see where the voice from
i cannot stop myself wondering
............
.......
what is it?